Topic: I think I aught to leave
+Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs — 12.6 years ago #32,160
I don't want me around, and though a few appeared to have been glad to see my return, and I am very sorry about whichever way they felt I've left them down, it really is time to psychologically prepare myself for my next run.
I'd spent a month in complete isolation, not even indulging in interests, just introspecting where everything went wrong, prior to my last attempt, which to be specific of course, happened on New Year's Eve and continued until I was found a hypothermic wreck on 2nd January. Even in those hallucinations the whole world made it belligerently clear in each of its manifestations that I am to be rejected from the mortal realm before returning to it reincarnatively as whom I should've always been; though rather strange a scenario that it occurred in the context of a prison camp, maybe not so much, given the well-documented extent of Judeomasonic world control. I honestly believe that to be the overarching message of my purpose. The future, the toxic, poisonous reality of rationalist empiricism, and the hexorthodoxical convention, have no bearing in my foresight of the matter. And I'm sick of using the imageboards as a procrastinative indulgence, just to prove to the Judeomasons more about the inhuman nature of spergish perseveration.
I'm off to bed, then it's farewell; if I fail, I fail, and I won't bother coming back. I may actually just try to get psychiatry to destroy me on purpose; suicide by systemic abuse is fairly easy given its brutality to each of its subjects.
(Edited 1 minute later.)
+Anonymous B — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later[T] [B] #370,371
All that excess estrogen has weakened your will and resolve, Auttiekins.
+Anonymous C — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 3 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,372
Just stick around. You and ducky are my favorite antisemites.
+Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 39 seconds later, 4 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,373
@OP
See you in five minutes.
And
> I may actually just try to get psychiatry to destroy me on purpose; suicide by systemic abuse is fairly easy given its brutality to each of its subjects.
You're going to get help.
+Anonymous E — 12.6 years ago, 3 minutes later, 7 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,374
·Anonymous B — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 10 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,377
@370,373 (D)
Assuming Auttiekins was legit and his quirks weren't just shtick, it probably wouldn't be a bad idea. Although it's hard to imagine a well adjusted Auttie... unless perhaps if he was heavily medicated.
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 15 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,378
@previous (B)
@370,373 (D)
The idea of any service as help is just a whigpotarian philosemitic hypocrisy. It's to destroy, and homogenize. And I'm sure I can rub these psych's egos the wrong way enough to get them just to destroy me out of spite. They're not professionals in any true sense. The Soviets showed us this, B'nai B'ritian continues to show us that; I've known several the system has just swallowed up from the face of the Earth.
·Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 18 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,380
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> I've known several the system has just swallowed up from the face of the Earth.
No you haven't.
+Triptych !IupsXZPnnU — 12.6 years ago, 59 seconds later, 19 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,381
Ought. Aught is a completely different word. You should know this!
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 20 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,382
@370,380 (D)
I've given detailed examples on this in previous posts. Not everyone's a shut-in, TG2Cogsdev2Becky. I'm one now, more severely than ever, owing to circumstance alone.
(Edited 34 seconds later.)
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 22 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,383
@370,381 (Triptych !IupsXZPnnU)
I realized just after posting; too apathetic to correct it.
·Triptych !IupsXZPnnU — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,385
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Tsk tsk. No
true Aryan hyper-male would make such a mistake!
+FuckAlms !vX8K53rFBI — 12.6 years ago, 37 seconds later, 24 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,386
Have you ever considered that kosher foods are bringing you down? You should try growing your own and see if that helps.
+ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 12.6 years ago, 9 minutes later, 34 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,393
dont die
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 8 minutes later, 42 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,399
@previous (ducky !MwWb.dJjRc)
Please, try not to miss me dear. Remember what I said about inevitability? All things have their end, good or bad. I can't apologize for nature, for that is whom the onus is on to demonstrate itself.
*hugs*
+Anonymous I — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 43 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,401
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
do not go away mad...just go away..
·Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 4 seconds later, 43 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,402
@370,399 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Remember when you called her a whore?
·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 12.6 years ago, 4 minutes later, 47 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,407
@370,399 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
ill miss you just a little...
plz remember me as the least whorish of all the females you know. cos its true
and ill remember u as the hypermale female warrior you were working diligently to destroy all jews
@previous (D)
lol
(Edited 16 seconds later.)
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 32 seconds later, 48 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,408
@370,402 (D)
To entertain a hypothetical, you mean? That's hardly the same thing.
·Anonymous I — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 49 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,409
@370,399 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
please remember me...as the one who thought you were a waste of quality oxygen..
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 56 seconds later, 50 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,411
@previous (I)
Bert, more people will be remembering you for that, even if some by association of me with the same.
·Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 34 seconds later, 51 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,413
@370,408 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Isn't this thread about you leaving? You aught to be gone by now.
·Anonymous I — 12.6 years ago, 26 seconds later, 51 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,415
@370,411 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
blah blah blah....you aint gone yet?
·Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs (OP) — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 53 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,418
@370,413 (D)
@previous (I)
Quit crying you two.
To all the condolences I couldn't address; I shall miss those who so deserve it, and they are received truly appreciatively. Goodbye.
·Anonymous D — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 54 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,420
@previous (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Nobody cares.
·ducky !MwWb.dJjRc — 12.6 years ago, 1 minute later, 56 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,422
@370,418 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
remember to contact me via astral projection travels...
+Anonymous J — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 59 minutes after the original post[T] [B] #370,425
·Anonymous I — 12.6 years ago, 59 seconds later, 1 hour after the original post[T] [B] #370,426
and nothing of value was lost..
+Anonymous K — 12.6 years ago, 9 hours later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #370,504
@370,418 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
Godspeed Autphag. Sorry you couldn't find what you were looking for in life.
+Anonymous L — 12.6 years ago, 2 minutes later, 10 hours after the original post[T] [B] #370,506
usi.
·Anonymous B — 12.6 years ago, 16 hours later, 1 day after the original post[T] [B] #370,816
@370,378 (Nautphagina !MLHqI35Srs)
> The soviets showed us this
The field has changed a fair bit since then, bud.
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